Go with Your Gut / by Michelle Cowan

Following my intuition is the right thing to do, but it is not always easy.  Just because I want something does not mean I will be able to do or get it without emotional struggle.  My advice to all of you: Go after what you desire, and allow yourself to be human and scared.  Although you’re afraid, do it anyway.

I’m working on making more of a career for myself as a writer and as a musician, on making friends, and on making love… or perhaps… unmaking love.  I don’t think the latter is possible, and it hurts quite a bit.  But it also, strangely enough, makes me happy…  I like that everything in my life is two opposites at once.  For me, paradox is the rule and not the exception.  Remember that when you feel the same difficult conflicts I feel.